Friday, April 18, 2014

Futuristic Vision

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In my ideal future I am the man lol. 
I would become a successful architect and life coach, travelling all over the world for different clients and projects. I would build my dream home in Jamaica and call it the Palm Tree Palace. My entire home would just be like a magestic fairytale, I want it to have an atmosphere that you never want to leave. I want a palm tree in the atrium of my house, surrounded with water and sand like it's its own isalnd, large stained glass doors, high ceilings and a sky roof over the atrium too. My house is going to have a garden where I harvest fresh food like peppers, tomatoes, vegetables and fruit trees. Most of my family memebers would live with me and friends would be welcome to stay as well if they ever want a vacation or need a place to revitalize. I would like to one day get married and have about 3 or 4 children of my own and adopt a couple more. I'd be well established and able to work from home, and be able to travel the world freely.
 
 
An unexpected twist in my future would be meeting a husband at an early age. I hope to eventually get married one day and be able to build a family but I'm prioritizing building myself first. In this day and age I don't have too much faith in relationships but I do think when I get a little older it will be ultimately one of my goals. It would be a great and unexpected turn for the better to have someone I can connect with on every level and as invested in them succeeding as they are for me and to start a family to share that love with another generation. I wouldn't mind meeting someone that fits my ideal image of the soul mate I want but I also think I won't find that person until I reach a place where I'm ready to accept a partner for the right reasons anyway. I think love is a great thing and a great feeling but for a few different reasons I don't think I'll be able to get there in a relationship for a very long time. It would be a pleasant surprise to be proven wrong and prove myself wrong.

 
 
Okay, here we go, I was waiting for this one. My utopia is the best place you could ever be if it ever existed, I promise you. I would own a private island and move all my loved ones to that island to live with me. We'd literaly make our civilization, have our own farmer, maybe have clothes and precious goods imported in but anything we can build ourselves will be done so. I'd have a jet with a bed in it, like the ones celebrities have and just have everything over the top extravagant. I would clearly be the queen of the island and everyone would be influenced by me to always give thanks, be honest and be a better person. Money wouldn't exist for us, everyone would have what their heart desired and be happy to just be able to live comfortably in the presence of their family.
 
 
 
Grace
 
Nothing can replace
 the tender love you give
protecting me and watching me
Helping me to live
 
Your grace has brought me through
Things that I could have not forseen
When I thought it all would end
You've always been my closest friend
 
Its like sunshine in the wind
Or rain on a bright day
You don't grasp why
But you don't want it to go away
 
It feels so good to bask
Never having to ask
Blessings never passed
 
Your Grace
 
It's truly undescribeable
Sincerely so admirable
 
I could never stop giving thanks for
 
Your Grace.
 
 


Thursday, April 17, 2014

Affirming the Future

 
 
 
 
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   My vision board represents my goals and perspectives in life. I wish I could find a picture of the vision board I created last summer with my youth during our summer program. I drew my vision board and it pretty much had all the same elements as this one. Too many palm trees, puzzle pieces, a view of pyramids and other clues about what inspires me. A couple of the pictures above describe my mentality as always thinking and creating as well as making connections between what I can see the deeper idea behind it all. I have alot of photos of palm trees because they honestly just do something for me. I don't know what it is about them but they represent what I want my life to be like one day -- peaceful. Learning and growing is also very important to me, I feel like once I stop learning I stop growing and once I stop growing I start dying. My zeal for a deeper understanding keeps me confident that there's always more to life. I would like to travel the world and amongst my list of places to stop would be Hawaii, Italy, India, Morocco, Egypt, Namibia and England to name a few. I like nice things and know they don't mean much in the long run but I still would like to have a compelling, creative, luxurious home for my family and I. I believe life is a journey rather than a destination.



 
 
Crystal Ball
 
Look into my sphere
Witness what is there
Your future I share
To the present, compare
 
A platue on the top
Once you've covered the mountains
A flowing of love
The source everlasting
Metacognition of time that was passing
Nostalgic emotions from passion to laughing
 
The future is golden
If you are an alchemist
Ask and you shall recieve
The universe grants your wish
 
The road never stops until you stop trying
Then your future will slowly start dying
 
To avoid demises, welcome surpises
With arms wide open
Each test is a token
Strengthing spirits broken
 
Remain an inspiration
Through the battles you're facing
For you are a great creation
With power to rule a nation.

 


 


Monday, April 7, 2014

Passion


I have many different interests in life and I'm glad you picked this as a topic. Separating interests from my passions is hard at times because once I develop an interest in something I sort of become indulged in it. I'd say things I'm passionate about are things that I would sacrifice my time for, stress about, see everywhere I go and in all that I do as well as what I would lose sleep for. Most importantly, I'm passionate about the things I'm willing to change and challenge myself to gain/accomplish. I enjoy listening to music, dancing like nobody's watching, drawing, reflecting, planning, being creative, driving fast, shopping, styling, learning new things and overcoming anything that seems like a challenge. If I could do one thing for the rest of my life I would probably draw. Just because being able to lay my ideas out and literally make them come to life. My imagination is so big that I feel like I would never get bored when designing, coordinating or creating a vision to make it reality. I have a passion for standing up against anything that gets in my way and learning how to really love life for the good, the bad and the ugly and then sharing that knowledge with others. I enjoy stimulating conversation and inspirational discussions but I live for applying what I learn to my everyday life and see just how much I control my circumstances versus my circumstances dictating me. 


I can tie my passion to any career I will have by continuously forcing myself to see the positive in every situation. However, I would like to turn my passion into a well paying career for myself and I'm currently in the process of figuring out how exactly I'm going to do that! I want to be an architect so that I can move out of America and be able to design and ultimately construct a home anywhere I decide to go. I think as long as I can provide myself with shelter wherever life takes me the rest will surely follow. At this point in my life I'm working on becoming a better me so that I can help the people around me improve themselves and their quality of life too. On one end I want to create things to feed my spirit and on the other end I want to give back to the world and the people I love with my career. I was thinking about doing architecture, landscaping and interior design to please myself and life coaching or motivational speaking to service others.


I love the way these questions unfold. It's like I was thinking in a specific direction and the next question encourages me to think even deeper about it. Any of the career paths I believe I want to follow right now are able to service others-- architecture and design to allow my clients to make their own visions come to life and life coaching, influencing others to be the best version of themselves. In architecture and design I would service others by using my visionary skills, imagination and precision tactics to create the ideal house, yard, room, closet or office to match them specifically. I would want my clients to be able to feel the time and dedication I put into creating something for them by simply glancing at it. I don't want one look at my work to be enough, I want my work to create an insatiable appetite for my expertise. (I'll get there one day!) Life coaching and motivational speaking is a tool I learned about while on a NeighborWorks America conference in Sacramento this past October and absolutely fell in love with it. I knew about motivational speakers helping people improve their perspective and ultimately their lives but learning more about what it takes to keep yourself inspired is what got me. Considering how can I make myself better or what will it matter if I'm not helping someone else do the same thing. As a career life coaching would be deeper than service to any one individual, it would be a service to the entire world if you ask me.

Passion 

The things that come easy 
Can barely please me
I want life to tease me 
Like nothing comes easy 
All cause I know 
I can stick with the flow
Or chose where to go 
Trusting He knows. 
 Challenge my character 
Deepen my love 
Send down the blessings that come from above
For the ones who learn 
With intentions to teach,
Every star in the sky is a goal I can reach. 
If dreams could dance they'd take the lead
Setting a mood
Designating the speed
They'd sweep me away, 
Take me right of my feet 
And when I land my destiny is meet





The Alchemist


     I would describe the plot and thesis of the book as unfolding to reveal a larger purpose; helping a reader discover themselves through identifying with characters in the story. The plot begins with Santiago sort of happy with his life but knowing that there is more for him out in the world, following his dreams. His recurring dream of a treasure located at the pyramids inspires him to begin following his heart and exploring to discover his purpose. As the story line develops Santiago encounters a number of characters that all influence his journey in one way or another.

       One part of the story that really hit me was when Santiago got beaten by the men in the desert right before he discovered his personal legend. I was tied to the book at this point, so hurt to see Santiago going through this test at the end of such a long journey. I feel like he had already been through enough along his journey and if I was Santiago I honestly would've wanted to give up after going through that. But it's Santiago's strong spirit and will to fulfill his personal legend that allows him to overcome the final battle and get to his treasure. From this part of the story I learned that every test brings a lesson with it and points you further in the right direction if you endure it. Ir relates to my experience because I often find myself with my back against the wall and contemplate giving up but because I'm persistent with my faith and fight through tough times, I always end up better, smarter and ultimately closer to my goals.

     All in all, I enjoyed the book and would definitely recommend it to anyone looking for an easy and inspirational read. I liked that the book was written in flashback style and by the end of the story, the beginning of the plot tied all in together. There wasn't anything in particular that I didn't like about the book. It was short, simple and to the point but I would've enjoyed a longer book with just as much meaning so I could have something great to read for a longer period of time. Coelho created a simple yet deep story about a young boy following his dreams and I think it's a story that everyone can relate to in one way or the other. The themes, messages and ideas that he depicts throughout the story are emotions I feel like every individual can relate to.
   
       I would recommend the story to anyone who believes in a higher power or in spiritual forces in general. It was a great read I would read it again, I'd read it on vacation. It taught me a lot about life which I didn't expect and it's a book I could pick up on any given day and open it to any page for words of guidance. I found a few quotes I had to stop and dwell on because it just made so much sense and related to me in every way. I have never read a book that thought provoking yet simple at the same time, I applaud Coelho on his visionary writing technique. This book taught me how to be patient with the waves of life, take each difficulty as a challenge to keep going, read omens and always look for the deeper meaning in life. I also feel like it inspired me to chase my dreams no matter how big they are because God will help me achieve it. It's a great story that encourages me to be a better person, despite how hard life may be.                                                                  

 
Alchemy
 
Transformations from dust to gold
Welcoming new and appreciating old
Chasing a dream to awaken my soul
Crafting my life so in sync with His mold
 
My temple, my mind
 
The storms they do rise and yes they rise high
But I've had to find it within me to fly 
Above all the tests and the pain and the lies
And to stay aflight til the day that I die
 
That's what the real challenge is  
 
For He knows where I hurt and He knows where I'm weak
So humbled my spirit is true and unique
From the top of my head to the the tip of my feet
I feel His promises comforting me
 
Comforts of joy and love everlasting.
 
 
I don't have to worry anymore
Small joys in life mean more than before
Windows of opportunity closed--but He opens the door
As long as I'm moving towards him, towards
 
My Personal Legend
The Soul of the World
Becoming a woman
Yet holding on to the girl
 
All of the universe conspires
To teach me lessons of what to desire
For to whom much is given, much is required